I have struggled with masturbation over half a year. I have gone through periods where it would be almost everyday and sometimes only once a week.
I also struggle with lust, especially lust for males. I am ashamed to say this. I am not gay and I do not want to be, but I still have the yearning and desire for other males.
I struggle with pornography, especially gay pornography. This occurs less frequently and is usually followed by masturbation.
All of this is sin. I know it is wrong, and that is what makes it worst. That fact that I could literally slap my Lord and Savior in the face while I run off and satisfy my petty desires is disgraceful.
I am sorry, Jesus. Forgive me. Give me Your strength to only follow your will and desire for me life. Amen.
